I´m not pretending anything happened or not (again, discord keeps everything). But there´s a big difference between pretending things didn´t happen and moving on. You keep making things needlessly hard for yourself and mixing thruth with half thruths and exagerated accusations (in this thread btw, not talking about discord here) If you are already getting help then good, keep it up and it will help you get along better with everyone eventually. Have a nice day.
Well, since you are starting about this again, let's go again, even though it probably wont improve anything; You remember when you joined, and out of nowhere you promised making Macau, laser scanned nonetheless? Everyone there tried to help you by downplaying your expectations a bit, how hard it is to mod, and how hard it is to get such data in the first place. People helped you with how to get started with modelling, what programs to use etc. You remember your response? After this people started wondering if you were even listening to what we said, but nonetheless KEPT HELPING YOU. How did you react to people helping you? Nobody said this except you one person... You yourself. This has been a trend from you all over discord, ignoring help, just going to a different subject altogether, saying stuff that isn't true at all, then wonder why one by one people stopped taking you seriously. You being banned isn't bullying, it's just better for both you and all of us. If you were just trolling, we are done with that, if you really were like that, you need to get mental help, and a gaming discord isn't the place for that. You got banned for you attitude, your actions have consequences, like everywhere.
@Dalmation If your have another session coming up with your mental health ask them how do i move forward after having my say. As replying like you are to the responses posted are only causing you more grief. IMHO you have had your say move on use the forums for info and research, remove discord from your head completely and have a fresh start in here. Time to heal and move on.
Firstly, I'm delighted to hear you have sought, and are recieving the help you need Dalmation - this is most certainly the best news from this thread, and one that I think you will really be greatful for in the long haul - well done to you, it's very hard to make that first step, and you should rightly be proud of yourself for doing so. Now, regarding Discord, as I've said to you privately, I honestly think it is the best thing for your ongoing wellbeing to stay away from places like that. As we've seen in previous interactions from you on that platform, and even here in the forum, you can very quickly invite controversy / angst / frustration from your fellow members with some of the things you say and do. Of course, we are all different and thats wonderful, but I do think in some of your interactions you take that a little too far, which is when things can escalate and start getting out of control. That said, you've also had multiple bans from Discord with different accounts, and frankly, although I hear you are keen to have another opportunity, a ban is not something that can be appealed. If the powers that be decide to reinstate your account of their own accord, then fair enough, but as things stand my honest advice is just to move on from it, think long and hard about your methods of communicating going forwards, really take the time to study what people write and ensure you understand it properly, and just simply enjoy racing and sims. To reiterate what I said at the beginning though, well done for taking the steps to get yourself some help - this is incredibly difficult to acknowledge and then action, so be proud of yourself for making the first, positive, step in the right direction.
Dalmation, as you confirmed, you're in the autistic spectrum, exactly what I thought. Problem is that most of the "normal" people doesn't know how to deal with it, so the recommendation is to look for a specialist. We use a lot of sarcasms, jokes, passive aggressive responses, it's very natural for us, but not for an autistic guy, I have a cousin who is autistic too, so getting on Discord tends to make things only worst for you. Good luck and I wish you the best.
